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Friday, Nov. 28, 2003, 9:32 a.m.: not today...

I'm upset today. The weather is totally getting me down right now. It's been raining for two days straight and I feel like shit. I'm really not even in the mood to write in here today. I feel kind of boxed in, like I can't fully express some of my deepest emotions. I guess my level of privacy extends much deeper than I thought. I think I have to go and do some writing in my other journal...some real writing. It feels terrible to know that you can't be completely open. It's so constricting, but so neccessary...and again it's a Catch 22.

Love, CAT xXx