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Wednesday, Jan. 28, 2004, 10:31 a.m.: nothing...

I'm trying to climb out of this severely dissapointing state I'm in. I am @ an all time low emotionally. The last time I felt like this was probably 6yrs ago. I have to ride it out though, give myself time to sort through all the shit. I don't even feel like writing a/b it in here b/c it's one of those things that I consider too deep to be displayed in 'possible public'. I'll just shut up a/b it now, even though it's actually threatening to consume me whole. Love?! I have nothing to say.

<3 ~CAT~ xXx