2002-03-26, 8:55 a.m.: I feel like shitty shit....
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Everything has been looking dreary as fuck with this bull shit weather. Oh shit!! Today is S's birthday. I have to call her to wish her a great birthday. We're going to go out this Saturday for her...clubbing. Hopefully I'll be feeling better by then.
So my new place...there's not much to tell. I gave my first month on Friday. The last Saturday in April I'm going to move my shit in there. So far I don't really have much, but I'm accepting hand-outs. I'm just really looking forward to this new beginning. I'm a very independant person, and I need my own space. This will be the best thing for me.
Fuck, I'm really in no mood to be writing this. It's taking extra energy that I don't really want to exert right now. I have no desire to eat, to talk, to smile, to move a/r...this is so unlike me. I just wan tot rest up so I can get back to my normal self. I did manage to watch QAF yesterday...thank you universe. When I got back to my aunts place she had for me a shot of Brandy waiting in the microwave. I heated iit up and then downed it...it burnt the shit right out of my throat, but it put me to sleep like a baby. It was suppose to be a remedy for my cold, and mybe it worked slightly. I think I'll do another hot shot tonight too.
I just went back and checked it and it DIDN'T WORK AGAIN!!! What am I doing wrong here?!?! CLG aka CAT XXX